Forever without Yesterday

The past can never be completely erased. It lingers-like the scent of burning wood after a downpour. The past perseveres alongside the present-just as a shadow beside you as you walk. The past is intertwined to the present like the threads in a tapestry-intricately interwoven to form a beautiful spectacle. Both the past and the present progress together to the future. Every girl has a past. More often than never, their past is ugly.

All girls have done stuff in the past that they are sorry about. But it’s those experiences that groomed them and natured them into the beautiful angles they are today. So, if you meet a good angelic girl and decide to settle down with her and progress together into the future, be sure some species of humans will try to dig deep into the ugly things your girl has lived through. They will try to bring those ugly things to light and get you to dump her. If you are a weak chicken man, you will do the expected-dump her. But if you are a strong man made of flesh and blood but reinforced with a bold sense of purpose and insight in life , you will do the unexpected-stay with your girl.

 

All guys have a past too. Without a past-whether good or bad, you are like a cloud that momentarily passes over the sun causing a gloom and then vanishes away. I am who I am today because of all those good and bad things I’ve done to get here. I am a great fuck in bed today-thanks to all the girls I played with along the way. Today my fiancée screams her voice out every night when we make love because of all those styles, moves and techniques I learned over the years by experimenting with the many losers I dated. I don’t do what I used to do anymore. That’s what makes me the distinct man I am today. From this vantage point, I can clearly see where I and Diana will stand 20 years from today. We have all fucked up. That’s okay. We don’t fuck up today because we fucked up yesterday.
Look here boys, if you have that girl that makes you do any of those Michael Jackson thriller Strokes, forget about her past. Keep a deaf ear to what they tell you about her. Concentrate on her and love her harder until it starts to hurt. When it hurts enough, you will no longer feel the hurt and you will learn that no sacrifices are void of pain.

 

My Father loved my mother so hard that all the neighbors in that little mountain town of Kilembe thought he was insane. You see, when a love is so strong, the people around you that have never experienced a love so strong will declare you weak, insane or bewitched. While my dad loved my mum like a idiot, my mom loved him back so much more that even after my Dad passed on, my mother never ever dated another man. It’s been about 28 years now and she still loves him! All three of us kids have known no other man in my mom’s life other than our late father. And for that, we were raised up with the finer things in life-love, dedication and the never-failing presence of our super mother. Men, what better things would you want in life other than what my mom did for us and our Father? When you vow in before God and men that you will stick together till death do you part, this vow stays until you both leave this world. My mother made sacrifices for this vow beyond the stars and void that lurks in deep space.

 

Listen all you fuckers, if you have a woman, fuck the world, fuck everything else. Love her! Dump all those little side bitches and love your woman! Love her like she’s all you got-after all, what do you have in life that’s more precious than a woman who has pledged her allegiance to you for life? A woman who puts up with all your bullshit and still says I love you even when you grow a potbelly and run broke is priceless. A woman who gives you a child and bears all the labor pains, the discomforts and deformations that come with childbirth is a goddess. A woman who risks her life to conceive your child well knowing she may die in the process is a star that lights our entire galaxy.

 

A woman who stands your folly and tolerates your immature ejaculations and snores at night is a gift from God. Listen all you bloody suckers, love your woman. Love her. Live for her. Do things for her. She’s the best you have. The best you’ll ever get. Beyond her, there’s nothing. She’s the pinnacle. She’s the climax of everything nice in this life, in this solar system. Beyond her, there’s no life. Life starts and ends with her. That’s it. Nothing less, nothing more.